Confused

kiki,
I noe u're already asleep. But i feel really confuse. Am i jealous? Or am i frustrated? I have no idea.. Maybe i am envy others that i can't do it. The truth is I can't do it. Could it be fate? Or could it be a chance for me to reflect? It's my dream that others are fulfilling for me now. It's shocking and its a pity. It sad but its not just me. That's still one last chance for me to do it. May i be able to get the chance? I can't predict the future. But atleast there's still one. That's time for me now to change what i want. Praying if i uses this only chance left, it will gain my wish. HAPPY NEWS